The light at the end of the tunnel.
This year as been one of acceptance and of mindfulness to me.
I spent a lot of time by myself, thinking about everything and nothing at the same time. I feel like my body has finally begun the process of catching up with my mind—there’s something natural, almost, about being this age. I no longer feel like a 10-year-old with adolescent duties. If anything, I feel like I have been spared of the bulk of my old responsibilities this past year, with the claws and grips of expectations being lifted off of me somewhat.
I spent the year simultaneously thinking that I have all the time in the world and that I can never have enough. I was terrified for a while about going headfirst into the unknown in college, but I’m glad I’ve had the chance to leave everything behind and to start fresh. I know certainly that this is the start of a monumental period of my life; I can feel it starting with my realisation that the world is so much bigger than the world as I knew it just a few months ago.
My year started off slow, ramping up in intensity as it flew by, culminating into a grand crescendo that was my summer. Then, the tsunami tore me away, splashing me onto the shore of East Coast America 10,000 miles away. I feel like I’m still trying to piece myself together after the crash, not injured, but gathering my might before starting anew. I left a lot of what I knew behind—some I know will be waiting eagerly for my return, others lost to the currents of time—but I know that I will be okay nonetheless. All in all, even with its ups and downs, I am eternally grateful that this past year has mostly been about finding myself again in the aftermath of 2022.
my 2023 in snapshots